“I just popped in for a couple of onions and some mushrooms,” she said. “Spaghetti Bolognese for tea. I fetched the vegetables for her and weighed them. “My son-in-law is coming round this evening and he’s vegetarian and I’ve already got some corn, so I thought ‘Spaghetti Bolognese’.”
Add to that a presentation on the shape of things to come in secondary education, and it’s not surprising I feel a little brain-weary tonight. Right now, I’m wondering just for how long my sense of social responsibility will last before I quit as a school governor. I’m honestly not sure if I want to relearn it all for the umpteenth time. I just thank goodness that I’m not paid and so a salary and pension doesn’t come into the equation.
It’s not that it’s not interesting, and I admire the work that the school is doing. But it’s all going pretty well now – is this, therefore, a good time to go? I’ve a couple more years before I’m up for reappointment, but it might not be so good then and I’d not quit if I were needed. But governor recruitment is not easy, and I have a good working relationship with the staff. And, to me (yeah, pathetic, I’d laugh too if I felt like it), it’s been a way of giving something to the community. It’s why I’ve put much of my energy into Special Educational Needs. Help the underdogs, even the angry and disaffected ones.
I’m feeling dispirited. I’ll feel better tomorrow.