Wince and I tidied up today. And i brought boxes up from the barn and unpacked them. It would have been Tim’s 80th birthday and we’d planned to have a big party, so I wanted distractions but also to feel connected with him. A fine line to tread.I’ve got a nice, small leather armchair in here now and need to move furniture round a bit, to make the room uncluttered again. I’ve emptied, washed and refilled a kitchen cupboard and reorganised in the larder, but there’s still a lot to deal with.
Lovely, kind people have been in touch, I’ve had flowers and messages. I have very dear friends and I love and appreciate them.